I miss u..

I very miss u..
I miss u a lot..
I miss u so much..

If that night you didn't come and tell me that kinda stuff,I may feel much better..

I really miss u a lot..
I feel like want to call u..
I wanted to pm u..
I wanted to wechat u..

I restrained myself..
I know I have to move on..
I know I have to get over u..

But now, I really miss u...
I don't know u will reply me or not..
I don't u will answer my call or not..

But..

Even if u do answer my call,
Even if u do reply..
Thing won't change either..

一路走来的我。。

从小到大，那些auntie uncle 都会称赞我美，说我妈妈生的女儿都很美。。
心里是暗爽啦。。但是大了都知这是客气话。。

没有什么特别。。只是想分享照片，这么样从丑丙的我，变成现在的我。。

从 form 5, 17 岁。。
到 lower 6, 18 岁。。
到 Upper 6，19岁。。
然后大学 Year 1，20岁。。
Year2，21岁。。
Year3 ，22岁。。

一路走来，
虽然，不是经过了大风大雨。。
但是也尝试了人生小部分的甜酸苦辣。。

不多不少，也又被一些经历改变了。。
人是该进步的。。
人是会变的。。
变得更好或坏，就看自己了。。
不管是人格，或是外表，人，外在内在也要有。。
因为人，偏偏就是看外表先，后看内在。。
人，是
靠第一印象来判一个人的人格。。

可能有人看我像小混混，援交妹，没前途，读书不成的人。。

但，我是个大学生。。读着心理学。。
不要看我外表来做判断哦。。

嘻嘻。。

其实，
只是纯粹看到朋友post她的照片，从她form5 到大学Year3 ，变得越来越美。。

我是呀，我说呀，有心什么都不是不可能的。。
只有懒人，没有╮(╯_╰)╭丑丙。。
只有有心人，没有╮(╯_╰)╭不可能。。

微笑背后的眼泪。。

我总于鼓起勇气，跟他说分手了。
不需安慰。
不需同情。
不需问好。

我。。很好。。

我发现，分手后，生活没差。。

他的冷落，冷淡，忽冷忽热，已经让我心灰意冷了。。

我，还爱。。
他，早就不爱了。。

他给了我太多的希望。。
然而，请手毁灭一切。。

他把我抬到天堂，
然而，
把我丢进地狱。。

他对我的好，维持了很短很短的一段时间而已。。
他很轻易的把我给放弃了。。
把我们这段感情给丢了。。

为一点小事发我脾气，
我忍。。
对我忽冷忽热，
我忍。。
把所有时间给朋友，
我忍。。
对我不在乎，
我忍。。
他的坏脾气，
我忍。。

他的一切，我也包容，忍耐，迁就，让步。
但换来的，依然是他的冷漠无情。。

为了他，
把我的脾气，丢掉。。
把我的自尊，吞掉。。
把我封闭的心，打开。。

我做错什么 ？
他对我太不公平了。。

但是，分手了。。
他得来的，可能是一时的自由。。
但是，他失去一个很爱他的人。。
而我，
得来的，可能是更好的缘分。。
失去的，是个不在乎不珍惜我的人。。

我恨他，那么的坏心眼。。
把我抬高再丢我下来。。
给了我希望，还有那么多的承诺。。
我会记得他给的所有承诺，没有一个是他实现到的。。

但，爱，依然爱他。。

我整天笑嘻嘻，好想没烦恼。。
我看来不在乎，不看重感情。。

但是，

微笑背后的眼泪，
又有多少人看到。。
坚强背后的煎熬，
又有多少人知道。。

煎熬。。
很煎熬。。
跟他一起是多么煎熬。。
忍受他的一切，是多么的痛心。。

日子依然一天一天的过
地球依然会转，
日出，新的一天依然会到，
生活，依然要走下去。。

Baby, 我还爱你。。
但是， 我知道现在我的爱只是一厢情愿。。

现在，我还你自由。。
你开心了吧。。

Expiry date of a relationship..

If you know there is an expiry date for your relationship..
How would you spend the remaining days with him or her?

I knew my relationship has an expiry date.. Just that , I don't know when..
I wanted to do as many thing with him as possible..

But the expiry date is sooner than I expected..
He already not showing care for me..
Not showing his love for me..
Not showing that he misses me..
Not showing that I am his girlfriend..

Too soon..
Sooner than I expected..
I really feel so heartbroken..
I cried so much..
I hurt so much..
I miss him so much..
I love him so much..

I don't know if I have to chance to take picture with him..
I don't know if I have the chance to do mask with him..
I don't know if I have the chance to wear couple shirt with him..
I don't know if he will attend my convocation..
I don't know if he will celebrate my birthday..
I don't know if I have the chance to celebrate his birthday..
I don't know if I have the chance to celebrate 1st year anniversary with him..
I don't know if I have to chance to see starry sky with him again..

Actually, somehow.. I have a feeling that all these are just dreams, wishful thinking..

I am willing to take a step back for him, but he doesn't make it worth..
I appreciate him so much, he just not bothered..
I.....

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I hope, we can start over..
I miss the old you..
The old you who care about me, my feeling, and make me feel happy and lucky to have you..

If and only if,
There is Restart button in life..

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I still love you...
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Why Make up?

Someone asked me before, what initiate me to make up..
WELL..
It has to do with my exes *Geez*

One of my ex,
he was dissatisfied with my appearance..
He asked why don't i make up, why don't i dress up more. why don't i go and learn make up etc etc..
Yeap.. He asked me these questions..

Hurt my self-esteem a bit..
But I didn't really take it serious..

BUT..

ONE DAY!!

He flirted with TWO girls on Facebook, right in front of me..
SERIOUSLY?? Can't you do it when I'm not around??
YEAP.. As thought I WAS INVISIBLE THERE..
He wouldn't even bother to do it secretly..

OKAY..
From + perspective, I SAW HIS TRUE FACE =3=
Definitely hurt a lot.. BUT I was so stupid, i was afraid that we will end up quarreling and ruin our relationship, I SWALLOWED..
*Applause for my stupidity*

In the end, we broke up as well..
SO, this is the stressor..
STRESSSOORRR....

Later on, I met a Mr Mama's Boy..
Sparks between, chemistry reaction etc etc..
We got together..

He didn't mind about my appearance at all and slowly,
I was desensitize to my appearance..
I gained weight and extra fats + flesh.. (T^T)
But I didn't really care..

Until we broke up..

Our broke up is the TRIGGER...
After the break up, I realized I look like ... Auntie in the pasar..

I definitely has lower self-esteem,
I started to worry about my appearance..
I feel insecure..
I feel I have no more market value..

Thus, I took the courage to make the first step..
I bought my very first BB cream in Watson or Guardian..
That was Maybelline's Clear Smooth BB Cream #01 Fresh..
I didn't even know the appropriate way to apply..
And I didn't know that we choose base according to our skin color and not according to the skin color we desired.. (=.=)'''

Yeap, I looked like an OILY ZOMBIE..
Later on, I searched and searched a lot of make up tutorial in Youtube and searched a lot of beauty blogs..
I realized that all the beauty bloggers and Youtube make up gurus used luxury brands..
MAC, Bobbi Brown, Sigma Beauty brushes, Urban Decay etc etc..

I was thinking, how come they are so rich?

Slowly, I continue to practice and wipe off and practice and wipe off..
STUPID right?
Progressively, I bought my very first eyeliner pencil, IN2IT waterproof gel liner..
Because it was the cheapest I could find in drugstore..
I had trouble with the pencil eyeliner.. It was so difficult to eyeline with pencil..

Then i bought liquid eyeliner, Maybelline..
Had trouble with that too..
Eyeblinking make the liner to transfer before it could dry..
DAMN~~

Then, I switch to use compact powder.. Easier for beginner..
I continue to search for makeup tutorial for beginner..
Learn and practice practice practice..

Discover and experiment more with various brands..

Now..
My top 3 favorite brands are!!!! Not drugstore brands anymore.. I used to like Maybelline..
1. ETUDE HOUSE!!
2.CYBER COLORS!!
3.KANEBO-KATE!!

Okay, KATE is available in drugstore but it is a more high end drugstore brand..

YEAP!! My favorite favorite brand of all is ETUDE HOUSE.. Mostly is because of the Princessy design of product.. But the quality is there..

I have tried Maybelline, SIlkygirl, Elianto, ETUDE HOUSE, DR YOUNG, BAVIPHAT, CYBER COLORS, IN2IT, Za, KATE, Peripera, HOLIKA HOLIKA so far..

I experiment a lot with many products.. Did some research online too regarding the products I targeted..
I learnt to see the review of products first before buying, and also learnt to find out whether the product suitable for my skin or not..

Seriously, I slowly become addicted..
I love how make up could make me look more presentable, enhance my facial features, OH!! You know.. Make me look prettier la..
My confidence definitely boosted..
I feel more secure, I wouldn't worry about my market value if my boyfriend leave me..
LOL...

And somehow, make up had become a part of my life..
Make up make me happier after seeing my face become prettier of course..
A way for me to release stress..
Sometimes, it became my escape route from certain stressful events..
Provide me a safety zone, to escape or forget my worries temporary..
Allow me to prep myself to face stressful events..

And somehow, I indirectly influenced my friend into make up world..
WOW.. She even said she is thankful to have me in her life..
WAKAKA.. She is becoming more and more narcissistic..
HAHA..

There is no ugly women in the world.. Only the lazy lazy women..
SUPER TRUE man!!!

Before UNI..

YEAR ONE

YEAR TWO( O.<)*

and

YEAR THREEE....

So.. You see.. There's no ugly women..
Make up will totally transform you..
I used to think that make up if for QIAOPO (Girls desperate for guys' attention and pursue and itchy, according to my definition years ago)..
You know, immature thingking I used to have..
HAHA..

So, Why I make up?
Because I want to be beautiful and there is no wrong about that..
You may say I too highlighting the physical appearance, but, WE ARE HUMAN..
We form our first impression based on our appearance..
GUYS , GIRLS, AGUA or TB.. WE ARE ALL THE SAME!! (NO SEXUAL OREINTATION DISCRIMINATION intention..TQ)..
WE ALL FIRST SEE the appearance before we shift to observe attitude and behavior which require considerate amount of time..
I never say Physical appearance is everything but it is very important to our perceived body image and self-esteem..

People said, inner beauty is more important..
TRUE!!
But why not be beautiful inside out?
For me, Inner beauty is important as well as Outer (LOL) beauty..

HEHE.. Lengthy I know..
Thank you if anyone read this naggy and lengthy post..
KAMSAHAMIDA!!
ANnyeong Goodbye ADIOS!!!

Love yourself

Don't bother to ask anyone, anything or any year, month or day to be good to you..
You.. Yourself.. Should be good to yourself..

Love yourself..
Embrace your imperfections..
Flash your smile..
Unveil your inner beauty..
And go be beautiful inside out..

Not the first, not the last..

I know I am not the first person you thought of when you wake up, neither I am the last person you thinknof when you sleep..
But you are the first person I think of when i wake up, and when I sleep..

But, what can I do?
I am the only one care about this relationship..
You seems not to bother about it all..

Love is about give and take..
I give, and give..
You take, and take..

This relationship is too one-sided..
It ain't gonna last..

I know it..

该梦醒了吗 ?

我没有想过，你就那么轻易的想放弃。。
还是你从头到尾都不在乎。。
我不是个不会放弃的人。。
而你，还没努力过。。
就想放弃。。
可见，你有多么看重这段感情。。

我是可有可无的吗？

你说过，
遇到困难，
你会和我一起去面对解决。。

而现在，你轻易的说放弃。。

我说你很少理我回我信息，
你却一句 “我没有时间谈恋爱。。“
你有时间跟朋友玩，却没有时间谈恋爱。。
你忙，都抽空见朋友。
但是却没时间回我一句话。。

我是来给你填满你那么一点点的时间吗 ？
就是你放工后和跟朋友出去之间的时间吗？

我懂这是短站的梦。。
没想到，如此的短站。。
我的天空突然亮了。。
看不到像那晚我们一起看的星空了。。
我也。。该。。梦醒了。。

Some advice ? Warning ? My Point of View ?

It has come to an end..
Not a peaceful ending..
BUT..
I tell myself, it is alright to lose someone who doesn't appreciate me..

I understand that
没有人有义务要对我好。。
However,
我也没有义务要对你好。。
It is just a matter of choice lies in our own hand to decide..
Just remember that:
If you are not afraid of losing me, I am not afraid to walk away..
If this is the way you choose to use your second chance, nobody can stop you..

If your buddies are more important than your girl, please go and hug your buddies for the rest of your life because you don't need a girl..
Don't go make a girl feeling herself inferior to your buddies because every girl deserve to be treated as the most important person in someone's life..

If you don't plan to change your shitty attitude, don't expect your girl to accept the way you are..
Your girl doesn't deserve your shit..
Don't go telling your girl that she is lucky because you are loyal to her..
This is the most basic necessity in a relationship, not your privilege to your girl..

If you can't even keep a simple promise, don't make promise..
It just make you look bad..
When your girl has zero expectation on you, it only proves what a failure you are..
A girl's expectation reflected a guy's capability..

If you still living in your old relationship, don't go and start another relationship..
If you are yet to let go of that girl, then don't find another girl to make yourself feeling better..
A girl doesn't deserve to be used like that..
Or if you really so desperate, go find some bitches..

Your girl is not a dead object..
Take it when you want, throw when you don't need it..
Your girl is not for you to toss around..
If you are willing to cancel your date with your girl to spend time with buddies, Oh Gosh.. You seriously should stay single so you don't have to be a bad guy for your buddies..

Not to say buddies aren't important..
But a guy should be able to find the balance between friendship and relationship..
If you had promise your girl, just keep the promise.. Buddies will not want to ruin your relationship and make you difficult.. If not, use your brain to think;  What kind of friends you have?

But, if it is your choice to break your promise, then your girl just have to accept her fate..

Don't use the stupid excuse of being heartbroken before to break other girls' heart..
Go break the one who break your heart, not other people..
If you can't recover from the fear of being heartbroken, then stay that way and stay single..
Don't bother to find another girl anymore when you are afraid to fall in love again..
And don't expect your girl to love you full heartedly when you can't do the same..

I know equity may not exist in every single relationship..
Input doesn't equal to output..
But when it is sincere and full-hearted, who cares?

So, don't go give yourself stupid excuse to hurt other people..
If you want to dwell in your past, just do so.. And do it alone..
Being heartbroken doesn't give you the right to hurt others..
It also doesn't give you privilege in a relationship..

Ps... All these are solely my point of view....you may agree or disagree.. no offense..

Done intern and my First Bleach~

Internship done done done done!!!!

Everything is done!!

Done REPORT!
Done PRESENTATION!

Now at home growing mushroom!!

Haven't found a part time yet~~

YET!! I can't stand my ugly black hair root..

I just planned to dye my hair..

BUT!! I need to bleach my hair to dye my desired light blonde.

And my hair is not super long, but is quite long..

T^T

No budget~ $$

I have had sudden urges to cut my hair short..

Short like... REALLYYYYY SHORT...

Like this...

WAIT!!! No.. SHORTER!!!

Photo credit belongs to Hana Tam~

Can't see how short right?

Photo credit belongs to Hana Tam~

How about this?? Short enough??

Photo credit belongs to Hana Tam~

I wanted to cut like this..

BUT I examined myself for quite some time..

I don't have the face to pull short hair off~

SO!!

In the end, I gave up short hair and play with colours~

I wanted to dye light blonde actually, but.... Budget... 

(=//////=)

Then the hairstylist suggest me try to bleach and see the result later only decide.. So, I agreed.

In the dim light, I had the illusion that my hair is at satisfactory shade. 

making sure my hair kept fresh~haha~

dye the root~~

Final result..

 Actually I saw it was at least a few shades lighter than this~ which made me quite satisfied at first..

Still OKOK~~

But then today I wake up and see, somehow my hair is darker than yesterday O.o
Is it because of the shampoo I'm using or the light shade was my illusion after all O.o
I don't know~ This is my first time bleaching my hair..
Somehow ... I look a bit like LALA MUI~~
(=____=)

 SEE? It's darker right??
And my curl is GONE!! ***GASP*** 
G-O-N-E !!!
Why?? How come??
But never mind already. What is done is DONE~
My family doesn't seems to like my hair now (O___O)

 Seriously, why is it darker?? Hmph~
Where had my curl gone?
?????????????????????????????????

Anyhow, this is it~ Regret also can't turn back the times.. 
Keep on hypnotize myself (@____@) by editing my picture become like these to look better..

 0(>____<)0
That's all ~ Will bleach or dye my hair in far future~ Again~
Because, if I don't try more colours now, when am I going to?
It's not appropriate to dye or bleach these kind of colours when I come out to work (>o<)
I should try at least once in my life!!

Haha~~ That's all.. Annyeong ADIOS!! GRrrrr...

No, I'm NOT~

When I decided to write this blog, I was afraid tat I'm going to offend my friends. But, HELL they going to read my blog anyway. Because I had been thinking about this for a few days. So I will just release everything HERE in MY BLOG.

One day, my friend was asking me what is the scope for the coming paper, which is now already done. 

So, our conversation begin like this:

FRIEND: that day u go tat lecture.. niraj got say anythg ma? like scope or what..

Me: I dn tel u meh?I told u ad la 

F: no ler. where wor

me: u check back the conversation

F: so long lehhh haha u tell me again la 

me:I gt gv u...thn afterwards u bo rpl me ad... 

F: no

• really no

  i no ying xiang at all

  haha

  as i know is the what factor analysis and what variance nia de lor..

  and what test will be coming out i dont know wor

  he got say ma?

  coz 2 way and correlated sample t test i wait tmr only learn and ask fren teach me d

  [here, I was actually trying to look back to old conversation to prove to him I did inform him]

  halor..

  u there ma?

  wei

  weiwieeiei

  ei

  w

  why u seen d din reply one

  haha 

  Me: gt 1sample t test, chi square, anova,correlation, linear regression, factor analysis (defintion only)

  F: and?

  Me: tats all what u wan how many? 

  [I just mean, those topics above is not enough? u stil wan more topics come out in the exam?]

  F: ouhh got le got le

  haha

  aiyoo

• why so pek chekk [I bolded here]

  dont know u tulan what oo 

  Me:i dn und y u always say i angry lo padahal i no angry 

  F:haha
• what is padahal?

  malay?? or? haha

  
  

  OMG! WHY YOU ALWAYS SAY I DULAN OR PEK CHEK?? NO!! I WASN'T~~ Actually I really felt a bit hurt because NOW I know that my friend think me in this way. I understand though why he will think me in this way.

  I know, I burst out before, yelling at him. BUT, that was when I was so fucking angry   and he come criticizing me. SO I SNAPPED and BOOM.. I'm sorry for that.

  Then, from that onwards, he always say I'm angry la, pek chek la... I hope he know that he is hurting my feeling. I just snapped once, and he sentenced me to death making conclusion that I'm a petty person (I GUESS ) and judge me from that point of view.

  There was one time also, they said they wanted to have BBQ before exam but I was back in hometown. So I thought I could go back Kampar earlier for the gathering. BUT THEN, as days goes on, no one ever update about the gathering. If the gathering is no going to happen, then I will stay at hometown for a little while longer. I called him and asked whether the gathering is still on, he said it was cancelled. I said, "OK"

  Then, I have this thought << Luckily I called or I will go back for nothing>> Later on I posted on FB, saying that [[ If you didn't say, nobody will know what happen. Grow until so big already, better be more 有交代]]

  WELL, I may sounds angry here but actually I was just really fed up with this kind of attitude. I really don't like this kind of attitude. Not that I'm angry because the gathering was cancelled. I JUST DON'T LIKE THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE OF HANDLING THING. That's all. I just hope they could get rid of this kind of attitude because it's really not good. You can't go out and work like this! YEA, maybe this is no big deal but to me, I JUST REALLY DISLIKE this attitude.

  SO REALLY, SERIOUSLY!! DON'T GO WRITE OUT WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND although FB asked "What's in your mind?' in the status box. NEVER!!

  I did try to explain this to my friend because he pm me after I posted that status. BUT then he still assume I'm angry. He wrote in the group or group chat (I forgot) saying that the gathering is cancelled and said " I say sorry to all" or some kind of (I forgot). That was just an opinion of mine!! Then I said I'm SORRY and deleted that post.

  I know this kind of attitude of him. THEN, I REALLY ANGRY already. BUT, I actually felt sad more than angry. Because my friend think me like this. I could explain if I wanted too, but I'm too lazy to do so. If my friends want to think me like this, also never mind. Think whatever they want, say whatever they want, do whatever they want. I don't care already.

  When I'm not dulan, not pek chek, you say me dulan la, pek chek la, then I really become pek chek already.

  Say me pekchek, say me dulan, say me petty, say me whatever you want. I don't care anymore. Because I fucking know myself more than anyone and I fucking know I'm not pekchek, not dulan not petty~

  EVEN IF I was really angry, so what? Other than your girlfriend, other girls cannot angry, cannot be petty? I know I don't behave like girls around friends, but, yet I'm still a girl~ 

  Just a reminder^^

  From now on, I pek chek or no pek chek, angry or not angry, petty or not petty, I also won't post on FB anymore. I will learn to SWALLOW and FORGET.

  Again I want to highlight that I WASN'T ANGRY, BUT NOW, I'M SAD because people think me that way. Maybe I deserve it? because I snapped once?

  Human, the lazy living creature. Always make hasty conclusion early. Judging people with faulty conclusion.

  I swear I will not mention these incident anymore after posting this blog.

  Thanks for reading..annyeong..goodbye...adios...

  APPRECIATE~

  
  

Useless Blog

Yes, my blog is a useless blog. Because I only talk about nonsense and gossips here. Plus showing off my own selcas.

I do not have beauty tips to share, nor I have good fashion sense. I do not give advices or any sorts of kind. nor I travel around the world to tell tale of my trip~

I doesn't know how to make up, I do not know what is fashion and latest trend, I do not know how to give useful advices because I myself need someone else's advices too. I do not have the financial status that allow me to travel yet.

I do not have good language, I do not write bombastic English and poetic sentences. I am not a creative person either. My blog is boring.


I write about my meaningful life events, voice out my own opinion, gossip about people around me. I show my stupid fugly self-captured pictures here.

WHY?

BECAUSE!

THIS.IS.MY.BLOG

Just that easy.

I am suppose to be studying right now but I really had no mood to do so. suddenly i have the urge to blog, so I did.

I didn't know what to blog about when I started. Suddenly the thought that my blog is useless struck me. So, I just went with the flow~

This semester, we are all worry about our internship. Next semester, we will not be in Kampar but doing our internship at somewhere else.

I found one place, FRANKLY, is my friend found the place. So I asked whether I can join him. Because, having a reliable friend with you is more reassuring. I will be doing my internship at Penang. At first, my friend asked me whether I had given a thought about accommodation and transportation problem if I go Penang. Then I told, " If I now keep on considering so many problems, hesitating, I won't be able to find my intern already. Why not I give it a shot first and go for the interview instead of waiting here think this and that? These problem, can be settle after I'm accepted."

After I was accepted, I started to worry about accommodation and transportation problem. I worry that I do not have enough money to survive there as accommodation will be damn expensive there. And this time, I will be really on my own out there. T.T

BUT, anyway, when I come out to work I have to go through this also. So, I guess I will be fine. At least, I guess.

This semester, is probably the best semester so far. I go outing more often, with A BUNCH of friends instead of only one friend. I started to enjoy my university life. This semester, did quite some spontaneous stuff with crazy friends.

Gambled a lot during CNY, tell ghost story until morning, get drunk, play laser war, steamboat, spontaneously go play badminton and basketball, eat at mamak, eat vege, chat at mamak stall from midnight until 5am then drove to Ipoh to see Kellie's Castle, watch movies.

Really enjoyed. Compared to previous semesters.

During intern, I will miss doing these stuffs.

This is university life, do some crazy stuff with friends. If I don't do it now, when am I going to do it?

Now some random useless stupid stuff I did.
Did some stupid thing one day when I was too boring and really had nothing to do. GUESS WHAT? I CAMWHORED!! Now only I realized why people like to selca in the bathroom.
1. Mirror
2. Lighting
3. Induces camwhoring mood

SO, PICSPAM!!

Me being stupid pulling my own hair

Me being ghostly

Sequential!

Anyone who is so patient and willing to finish this nonsense I wrote plus bear with my selcas, THANK YOU so much.. Sincerely appreciated. 

Adios my LOVES~ <3

AGING a.k.a Birthday

WOooHOoo~
4days ago was my birthday~ Which mean I now age ONE year older~
5days ago, a bunch of my friends steamboated at my house to celebrate 2 PISCEANS' BIRTHDAY!!
Which are Cyrus, 19th and me, 20th~
TADAAA~~

Us and the specially ordered birthday cake~

We started steamboat on 19th night, we ATE and GAMBLED our way until 20th, then we sang birthday...Cut the cake then only blow the candle...Then cut the cake again...Then only make our wishes..Kinda out of sequence..haha

Evidence of us cutting the cake before candle blowing..lol

 Let's take a look at the specially made cake..the two creamy human figures were Cyrus and me~ I think most people already mistaken my name as MYNG instead of Ming or Shiming~

Let's take a closer look~

LOOK! I'm SO UGLY!! MY face is distorted~ BUT I still like the cake no matter what~LOLS ~HONESTLY, REALLY UGLY LO!!haha

Then we KOed the cake and Cyrus KOed his own creamy figure and mine too..

AND so, my ugly me is eaten by Cyrus already~

Lastly, a group photo and then we continued to gambled until 4am.. Although I was tired with preparation of steamboat and cleaning up, I had much fun that night and I won quite a lot~ XD
AND my housemate said we are very noisy as thought we have more than 10 people gathering but the fact is just these.....HAHA~~

TADAA!! Group photo~ THANK YOU so much foe the celebration..
Zhaoxian, Bingxiang, Calvin, Kenfai, Keeyi, CYRUS,  Emily, and Andy the cameraman. This photo credit goes to Andy!!

Today, looking back at my old pictures, I realized i hadn't changed much~

 This extra small picture was taken when I was FORM2 if not mistaken in band uniform..(CALCULATING.....) 2005???

Then 2008, FORM5 I cut BOBHEAD...

Then 2009/2010 FORM6...Trying to regrow my hair..haha

The same fringe with my brother~

Then in Uni, 2011 onwards~

Then 2012 CNY~Lucky I put date on my pictures.. If not I can't determine which is when too~~

And the most recent and edited by my lovely hosemate one~

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2013 I went from straight to curl~

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Photo credit to KARCHENG my lovely housemate~hehe~

I know you guys will say I look nothing near to this in reality~ I just can tell you guys, the power of EDITing is AWESOME!! haha~~

CONCLUSION I get after seeing my past pictures, I realized I didn'y change much aside from hair styles and colors.. SEE!! I may be 22yo already but I still look more or less the same like I used to be ( meaning when I was younger and YES I'm saying myself look young XD).

THANKS again to my friends who celebrated our birthday!! <3