Expiry date of a relationship..

If you know there is an expiry date for your relationship..
How would you spend the remaining days with him or her?

I knew my relationship has an expiry date.. Just that , I don't know when..
I wanted to do as many thing with him as possible..

But the expiry date is sooner than I expected..
He already not showing care for me..
Not showing his love for me..
Not showing that he misses me..
Not showing that I am his girlfriend..

Too soon..
Sooner than I expected..
I really feel so heartbroken..
I cried so much..
I hurt so much..
I miss him so much..
I love him so much..

I don't know if I have to chance to take picture with him..
I don't know if I have the chance to do mask with him..
I don't know if I have the chance to wear couple shirt with him..
I don't know if he will attend my convocation..
I don't know if he will celebrate my birthday..
I don't know if I have the chance to celebrate his birthday..
I don't know if I have the chance to celebrate 1st year anniversary with him..
I don't know if I have to chance to see starry sky with him again..

Actually, somehow.. I have a feeling that all these are just dreams, wishful thinking..

I am willing to take a step back for him, but he doesn't make it worth..
I appreciate him so much, he just not bothered..
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I hope, we can start over..
I miss the old you..
The old you who care about me, my feeling, and make me feel happy and lucky to have you..

If and only if,
There is Restart button in life..

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I still love you...
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