Some advice ? Warning ? My Point of View ?

It has come to an end..
Not a peaceful ending..
BUT..
I tell myself, it is alright to lose someone who doesn't appreciate me..

I understand that
没有人有义务要对我好。。
However,
我也没有义务要对你好。。
It is just a matter of choice lies in our own hand to decide..
Just remember that:
If you are not afraid of losing me, I am not afraid to walk away..
If this is the way you choose to use your second chance, nobody can stop you..

If your buddies are more important than your girl, please go and hug your buddies for the rest of your life because you don't need a girl..
Don't go make a girl feeling herself inferior to your buddies because every girl deserve to be treated as the most important person in someone's life..

If you don't plan to change your shitty attitude, don't expect your girl to accept the way you are..
Your girl doesn't deserve your shit..
Don't go telling your girl that she is lucky because you are loyal to her..
This is the most basic necessity in a relationship, not your privilege to your girl..

If you can't even keep a simple promise, don't make promise..
It just make you look bad..
When your girl has zero expectation on you, it only proves what a failure you are..
A girl's expectation reflected a guy's capability..

If you still living in your old relationship, don't go and start another relationship..
If you are yet to let go of that girl, then don't find another girl to make yourself feeling better..
A girl doesn't deserve to be used like that..
Or if you really so desperate, go find some bitches..

Your girl is not a dead object..
Take it when you want, throw when you don't need it..
Your girl is not for you to toss around..
If you are willing to cancel your date with your girl to spend time with buddies, Oh Gosh.. You seriously should stay single so you don't have to be a bad guy for your buddies..

Not to say buddies aren't important..
But a guy should be able to find the balance between friendship and relationship..
If you had promise your girl, just keep the promise.. Buddies will not want to ruin your relationship and make you difficult.. If not, use your brain to think;  What kind of friends you have?

But, if it is your choice to break your promise, then your girl just have to accept her fate..

Don't use the stupid excuse of being heartbroken before to break other girls' heart..
Go break the one who break your heart, not other people..
If you can't recover from the fear of being heartbroken, then stay that way and stay single..
Don't bother to find another girl anymore when you are afraid to fall in love again..
And don't expect your girl to love you full heartedly when you can't do the same..

I know equity may not exist in every single relationship..
Input doesn't equal to output..
But when it is sincere and full-hearted, who cares?

So, don't go give yourself stupid excuse to hurt other people..
If you want to dwell in your past, just do so.. And do it alone..
Being heartbroken doesn't give you the right to hurt others..
It also doesn't give you privilege in a relationship..

Ps... All these are solely my point of view....you may agree or disagree.. no offense..

Done intern and my First Bleach~

Internship done done done done!!!!

Everything is done!!

Done REPORT!
Done PRESENTATION!

Now at home growing mushroom!!

Haven't found a part time yet~~

YET!! I can't stand my ugly black hair root..

I just planned to dye my hair..

BUT!! I need to bleach my hair to dye my desired light blonde.

And my hair is not super long, but is quite long..

T^T

No budget~ $$

I have had sudden urges to cut my hair short..

Short like... REALLYYYYY SHORT...

Like this...

WAIT!!! No.. SHORTER!!!

Photo credit belongs to Hana Tam~

Can't see how short right?

Photo credit belongs to Hana Tam~

How about this?? Short enough??

Photo credit belongs to Hana Tam~

I wanted to cut like this..

BUT I examined myself for quite some time..

I don't have the face to pull short hair off~

SO!!

In the end, I gave up short hair and play with colours~

I wanted to dye light blonde actually, but.... Budget... 

(=//////=)

Then the hairstylist suggest me try to bleach and see the result later only decide.. So, I agreed.

In the dim light, I had the illusion that my hair is at satisfactory shade. 

making sure my hair kept fresh~haha~

dye the root~~

Final result..

 Actually I saw it was at least a few shades lighter than this~ which made me quite satisfied at first..

Still OKOK~~

But then today I wake up and see, somehow my hair is darker than yesterday O.o
Is it because of the shampoo I'm using or the light shade was my illusion after all O.o
I don't know~ This is my first time bleaching my hair..
Somehow ... I look a bit like LALA MUI~~
(=____=)

 SEE? It's darker right??
And my curl is GONE!! ***GASP*** 
G-O-N-E !!!
Why?? How come??
But never mind already. What is done is DONE~
My family doesn't seems to like my hair now (O___O)

 Seriously, why is it darker?? Hmph~
Where had my curl gone?
?????????????????????????????????

Anyhow, this is it~ Regret also can't turn back the times.. 
Keep on hypnotize myself (@____@) by editing my picture become like these to look better..

 0(>____<)0
That's all ~ Will bleach or dye my hair in far future~ Again~
Because, if I don't try more colours now, when am I going to?
It's not appropriate to dye or bleach these kind of colours when I come out to work (>o<)
I should try at least once in my life!!

Haha~~ That's all.. Annyeong ADIOS!! GRrrrr...