myng-gie's gossips: April 2013

When I decided to write this blog, I was afraid tat I'm going to offend my friends. But, HELL they going to read my blog anyway. Because I had been thinking about this for a few days. So I will just release everything HERE in MY BLOG.

One day, my friend was asking me what is the scope for the coming paper, which is now already done.

So, our conversation begin like this:

FRIEND: that day u go tat lecture.. niraj got say anythg ma? like scope or what..

Me: I dn tel u meh?I told u ad la

F: no ler. where wor

me: u check back the conversation

F: so long lehhh haha u tell me again la

me:I gt gv u...thn afterwards u bo rpl me ad...

F: no

really no

i no ying xiang at all

haha

as i know is the what factor analysis and what variance nia de lor..

and what test will be coming out i dont know wor

he got say ma?

coz 2 way and correlated sample t test i wait tmr only learn and ask fren teach me d

[here, I was actually trying to look back to old conversation to prove to him I did inform him]

halor..

u there ma?

wei

weiwieeiei

ei

w

why u seen d din reply one

haha

Me: gt 1sample t test, chi square, anova,correlation, linear regression, factor analysis (defintion only)

F: and?

Me: tats all what u wan how many?

[I just mean, those topics above is not enough? u stil wan more topics come out in the exam?]

F: ouhh got le got le

haha

aiyoo

why so pek chekk [I bolded here]

dont know u tulan what oo

Me:i dn und y u always say i angry lo padahal i no angry

F:haha
what is padahal?

malay?? or? haha

OMG! WHY YOU ALWAYS SAY I DULAN OR PEK CHEK?? NO!! I WASN'T~~ Actually I really felt a bit hurt because NOW I know that my friend think me in this way. I understand though why he will think me in this way.

I know, I burst out before, yelling at him. BUT, that was when I was so fucking angry and he come criticizing me. SO I SNAPPED and BOOM.. I'm sorry for that.

Then, from that onwards, he always say I'm angry la, pek chek la... I hope he know that he is hurting my feeling. I just snapped once, and he sentenced me to death making conclusion that I'm a petty person (I GUESS ) and judge me from that point of view.

There was one time also, they said they wanted to have BBQ before exam but I was back in hometown. So I thought I could go back Kampar earlier for the gathering. BUT THEN, as days goes on, no one ever update about the gathering. If the gathering is no going to happen, then I will stay at hometown for a little while longer. I called him and asked whether the gathering is still on, he said it was cancelled. I said, "OK"

Then, I have this thought << Luckily I called or I will go back for nothing>> Later on I posted on FB, saying that [[ If you didn't say, nobody will know what happen. Grow until so big already, better be more 有交代]]

WELL, I may sounds angry here but actually I was just really fed up with this kind of attitude. I really don't like this kind of attitude. Not that I'm angry because the gathering was cancelled. I JUST DON'T LIKE THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE OF HANDLING THING. That's all. I just hope they could get rid of this kind of attitude because it's really not good. You can't go out and work like this! YEA, maybe this is no big deal but to me, I JUST REALLY DISLIKE this attitude.

SO REALLY, SERIOUSLY!! DON'T GO WRITE OUT WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND although FB asked "What's in your mind?' in the status box. NEVER!!

I did try to explain this to my friend because he pm me after I posted that status. BUT then he still assume I'm angry. He wrote in the group or group chat (I forgot) saying that the gathering is cancelled and said " I say sorry to all" or some kind of (I forgot). That was just an opinion of mine!! Then I said I'm SORRY and deleted that post.

I know this kind of attitude of him. THEN, I REALLY ANGRY already. BUT, I actually felt sad more than angry. Because my friend think me like this. I could explain if I wanted too, but I'm too lazy to do so. If my friends want to think me like this, also never mind. Think whatever they want, say whatever they want, do whatever they want. I don't care already.

When I'm not dulan, not pek chek, you say me dulan la, pek chek la, then I really become pek chek already.

Say me pekchek, say me dulan, say me petty, say me whatever you want. I don't care anymore. Because I fucking know myself more than anyone and I fucking know I'm not pekchek, not dulan not petty~

EVEN IF I was really angry, so what? Other than your girlfriend, other girls cannot angry, cannot be petty? I know I don't behave like girls around friends, but, yet I'm still a girl~

Just a reminder^^

From now on, I pek chek or no pek chek, angry or not angry, petty or not petty, I also won't post on FB anymore. I will learn to SWALLOW and FORGET.

Again I want to highlight that I WASN'T ANGRY, BUT NOW, I'M SAD because people think me that way. Maybe I deserve it? because I snapped once?

Human, the lazy living creature. Always make hasty conclusion early. Judging people with faulty conclusion.

I swear I will not mention these incident anymore after posting this blog.

Thanks for reading..annyeong..goodbye...adios...

APPRECIATE~

Yes, my blog is a useless blog. Because I only talk about nonsense and gossips here. Plus showing off my own selcas.

I do not have beauty tips to share, nor I have good fashion sense. I do not give advices or any sorts of kind. nor I travel around the world to tell tale of my trip~

I doesn't know how to make up, I do not know what is fashion and latest trend, I do not know how to give useful advices because I myself need someone else's advices too. I do not have the financial status that allow me to travel yet.

I do not have good language, I do not write bombastic English and poetic sentences. I am not a creative person either. My blog is boring.

I write about my meaningful life events, voice out my own opinion, gossip about people around me. I show my stupid fugly self-captured pictures here.

WHY?

BECAUSE!

THIS.IS.MY.BLOG

Just that easy.

I am suppose to be studying right now but I really had no mood to do so. suddenly i have the urge to blog, so I did.

I didn't know what to blog about when I started. Suddenly the thought that my blog is useless struck me. So, I just went with the flow~

This semester, we are all worry about our internship. Next semester, we will not be in Kampar but doing our internship at somewhere else.

I found one place, FRANKLY, is my friend found the place. So I asked whether I can join him. Because, having a reliable friend with you is more reassuring. I will be doing my internship at Penang. At first, my friend asked me whether I had given a thought about accommodation and transportation problem if I go Penang. Then I told, " If I now keep on considering so many problems, hesitating, I won't be able to find my intern already. Why not I give it a shot first and go for the interview instead of waiting here think this and that? These problem, can be settle after I'm accepted."

After I was accepted, I started to worry about accommodation and transportation problem. I worry that I do not have enough money to survive there as accommodation will be damn expensive there. And this time, I will be really on my own out there. T.T

BUT, anyway, when I come out to work I have to go through this also. So, I guess I will be fine. At least, I guess.

This semester, is probably the best semester so far. I go outing more often, with A BUNCH of friends instead of only one friend. I started to enjoy my university life. This semester, did quite some spontaneous stuff with crazy friends.

Gambled a lot during CNY, tell ghost story until morning, get drunk, play laser war, steamboat, spontaneously go play badminton and basketball, eat at mamak, eat vege, chat at mamak stall from midnight until 5am then drove to Ipoh to see Kellie's Castle, watch movies.

Really enjoyed. Compared to previous semesters.

During intern, I will miss doing these stuffs.

This is university life, do some crazy stuff with friends. If I don't do it now, when am I going to do it?

Now some random useless stupid stuff I did.
Did some stupid thing one day when I was too boring and really had nothing to do. GUESS WHAT? I CAMWHORED!! Now only I realized why people like to selca in the bathroom.
1. Mirror
2. Lighting
3. Induces camwhoring mood

SO, PICSPAM!!