ByeBye 2011 ^^

2011 is coming to an end~
Lotsa things happened this year...
No matter good or bad...They are past tense already...
Future is yet to come so no need spend too much time worrying something that are yet to come..
Present...is what we matter right now..

This year...I went through many failures..

But hey, my family told me it's not the end yet..

They were all  staying by my side during hardship and give me their full support.

Then, I went into a relationship which I nearly argue with my family...for a bastard~

This is my biggest mistake in my life..

I swear I will not repeat this same mistake again!!!

May he rot in hell.. >:)

I entered UTAr in May..

Meet lotsa awesome friends..

Everything is new to me...

new friend,new environment and new habits..

LOL~~

Since i study in kampar i seldom sleep before 12~ xp

not long after i start my first sem i was snatched~

Fell and fractured my leg..

Thanks to my classmates who help to transfer me from block to block~

hehe...they are totali AWESOME!!

they really helped me a lot and will never forget that.. ^^

Not long after that i went into a new relationship..

XD

Happy happy Uni Life then~

Lol...

He's the best .

Lubb him~

of course went through some difficulties too in academic...

and was in dilemma choosing minor...

and also we are the first batch to take PTM~ new subject..

SCARED!! T^T

don't want fail don't want retake!!

Anyway, 2011 is ending~

Let's just welcome 2012 with a smile..

Expect the worst, hope for the best^^

I'm not bad mood~Just Random-MOODLESS~Syndrome

i dont know~
suddenly no mood~
no mood to do anythg..
i co this random-moodless-Syndrome~
there must be a cause to trigger this syndrome~
wat isit?!
nahhhH~
who care im mood-ful o moodless~
Zzzz...
but why i still got mood to blog huh??
dont know leh~~hmmm~~
eat sweet thg helps??
nayyy~~later gain more weight more moodless~
hmmm...
just random~
zzz...
who cares??
no mood study~today dnwn stdy~~
后果自负~
BYE~

Counseling or IO??

by right at this time~~
people had already decided their minor~
but me is still in dilemma~
because these days i have been studying PTM~
which took me more than 1day to finish 1chapter~
O.O
how can??

hey~this is possible!!

For one,those definitions are really hard to understand~

:(

For two,i don't really like it (that's my own problem la)

:(

hmmmmm

though counseling also not really my favourite..

but

i can understand easier than PTM~

:(

how nehh?

hmmmm.....

IO can earn lotsa money worr~~

haha if really can excell in IO la~

COunseling~i don't wanna be counseling teacher or counselor wor~

loll~~ then what i wanna be ??

haha~

aiya~either one is gonna be my elective anyway~

hmmm~~

let me think a little bit more~~ 

:(

gonna study ~

not much time left~

yesterday and today also no mood~

motivation level dropped drastically~

someone motivate me please~

loll~

i self-motivate ba~haha~~

yeorobun~ANNYEONG!!

What Happens When Study Gets REALLY Boring?

What happens when study gets boooooring?

IT's pretty obvious that i'm blogging here~~

isn't it?

haha~i was studying PTM=Psychological Testing and Measurement~

sounds boring erh??

yeapss~it was heapS BORING!!

after studying for whole day~

at night~

i became like this~

I'M DEAD~~

when  u hafta read the same passage over and over yet

u stil cnt understand what the passage is trying to tell you~

U R DOOMED!!

i noe what u wanna say!!!

y stil blogging here?! ma ~

relax awhile cn bo? XD

hehe~

yesterday study halfway go selfcam~

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some of my selfcams~

2nd & 3rd are non-edit selfcams~

WAIT!! i noe what u wanna say!!

wahh~stil gt time to edit pic?? study laa!!

aiya~edit pic hlp me to relax ma~~

haha~ XDDD

later on~

i came up with an evil plan!! 

ngek ngek~~

 idea came~

hehe!!

NGEK NGEK!!!

*SMIRK*

that is~blogging!!

wan show show my pic ma~or else no where to show~

become worthless collection for myself when i'm old~

haha~

Wan finish aiai ad~

time to go~~

hafta study ler~

Back to READ-DON'T UNDERSTAND-READ AGAIN-AND AGAIN  routine~

T^T

Now i hafta reconsider my whic to choose as minor again~

because~i realized that PTM reli difficult for me to understand~

hmmmmmmmph~

unlike counselling~

i cn und those theories ~but

counselling is reli sth nt easy to do~ ><

dilemma jor~~

nvm that 1st~nw~ finish study everythg as soon as posiible sin!

so that i hv more time to revise 2nd time!!

B4 FINAL~

hmmm~

time to say BYEBYE~

yeorobun~annyeong~~

PS: This pic non-edit too~ xp

Randomness (II) ♥

when i was in TI (my hometown) i visited my baby cousin~

she's 4months old and her hair grow like sakai's hair~

haha~~cute~~

here are some pics i took~~

 she was laughing~

 look~like sakai rite? haha

her mommy said she laugh a lot~~haha~

a happy baby~~

XDDD

1st time for me to c a baby's hair grow like sakai~~haha~~

her mom had been longing for a daughter after having 2 sons~now her wish is fulfilled~

she dress up her daughter as much as she like~

this baby girl are good in spotting camera~her eyes followed my hp's camera wherever it went~cute XD

 NEXT~

i bought a lambie (12zodiacs) tshirt~ XD

n my sis bought piggie 1~

hehe~~i love it~its cute!!

my lambie is upside down~~

n my sis's piggie is money-butted~

haha~~its goggles shirt~ rm30 per pc~

T^T for me~reli kinda expensive~

but i LOVE the lambie~

me n my sis both bought 1 and tdy~

we both wore this shirt without knowing each other wore it until i go out to fetch her from cinema~

haha~

OHHHHHYAAA~

my collections!!!!

 hehehehe~~

i noe its nt many~ BUT~thy are all ori~

1)SJ MR.Simple (ver.A)

2)SJ MR.Simple (ver.B)

3)SJ A-CHA

4)TVXQ Five In THe Black

5)TVXQ T

6) TVXQ Mirotic

just suddenly wana share my collections let ppl c~

LOLLL

that's all i hv~ hehe

can say that they r my treasure~'i stil have some other collections~

will show in RANDOMNESS (III)~

XD

annyeong~~

The Differences~

At home~

there are always food prepared at time~

soup for my nourishment~

herbal tea for my health~

all of this prepared by my lovely GRAnny!!

n my sis o mum o granny wil b there eatin with me~n some times they will wash my dishes~

In Kampar~

i eat instant noodles~

biscuits n bread~

some times mamak~

n i take rice only for one meal  a day~

n some times i eat alone~

n no one to wash dishes for me~

At home~

my clothes are washed everyday~

dried everyday~

n folded everyday~

n im nt the 1 washing them~

In Kampar~

my clothes will be compiled until the pile is full only will be washed~

dried when only my clothes are washed~

n folded only when my clothes are washed,dried and kept back to my room~

and im the one washing them~

At home~

whenever i take a nap~

when i wakup~

im not alone~

if i wakup at dinner time~

there will b sum1 calling me to bath n eat~

if it rains during my nap~

sum1 wil cover me with blanket~

if it is hot~ sum1 wil mk sure tat the fan is fanning me~

In Kampar

i tk a nap~

i wakup~

alone~

SOMETIMES MY DEAR WILL COME n i wakup with my DEAR bsd me~

if i wakup alone~

no1 is there to ask me to bath n eat~ 

no1 cover me with blanket wen im cold~

At Home~

there r always sum1 there to back me up~

always remind me this n that~

always help me out~

In Kampar~

hu wil b there when i left out thg~

hu wil b there to remind me tis n tat??

hu wil always help me out without complaints~??

ya~frens do hlp out but after a long time~frens might just had enuff of ur clumsiness n laziness n more~

BUT family DON'T!!

That's the differences for everyone who left their home to study or work hafta go tru n adapt to it~n more actuali~but i gt lazy to write~ XDDD

^^ we nvr know how good our home is until we hafta survive alone outsd~

do go home when u hv the chance~ cos u mis ur fam so does ur family~

n when u work outsd~u hardly gt the chance to go home~~

XD tats all~~ byebye!!

Randomness (I)

gonna be random...hehehehehe
on the day before i come back to kampar~
my granny took out her jewelleries~
AGAIN~
then i joined her to take a look~
she held a crystal bracelet high ~
i wasnt quite sure she was examining or admiring~
haha~~ quite pretty~~ not that expensive though~~
she asked me nice or not~~
i said NICE~
and playfully put it on~
granny asked " you want?"
i GASPED~ 
i asked back "can give me?"
granny answered "if you want take it la!"
BWAHAHAH~~ then i didnt take off the bracelet ad~
XD
LUBB U GRANNY! muackssie~~

20112011

today is 20.11.2011

it's a special date but too bad my main topic is not about this date~

instead it's about my dear ^^

before i leave to go back to hometown i remembered i asked him to help clean the rubbish~

XD 'cause i forgot~

and i was a little worry that the smell will disturb other people in the house since i ate durian the day before i go home~there are durian shells~

i was on my way back kampar and he suddenly told me that he forgot to help me clean the rubbish~

WELL~~owhkay~i was a bit unhappy 'cause i was worried i might be complained by housemates and i actually relied on him~

due to i have bad memory~i rely on him on many things~

ermm....he knew i was unhappy and he immediately ride his motor to my house ~it was raining in kampar~~ T^T he made me a devil~

when i reach kampar he came to fetch me~he was a bit soaked~

T^T

i went to his house first~ after we had our dinner and hang out awhile~he fetched me home~and when i open my  door~i was~~ 

OMG!!

my room was a mess when i left~

and when i come back~it's tidied up!!

my bed, my table and my clothes~~

T^T

dear, thank you so much!!!

i lubb euu!!

actually this is not the first time already he helped me tidy up or clean up my room~~

where to find this kind of guy??

haha~i never met before~but now~he's mine already~

wakakakakakakakaka!!!!! xp

20112011

XD

I'm Satisfied with my LIFE and I'm Proud of my SIBLINGS~

first lets talk bout my current life

UNI life~

hmphhh~~

though the plc im renting sucks~at least its just the bathroom and kitchen~

n a bit too many lizards~

hmmm...

nt much complaints oso~~

haha

my study is okok my result is okok my assignment is okok~

n my dear haha~~the best~ xp

i hv loving n caring family~

my dear XD

owhhh~~

im contented!!!

n my siblings!!

my bro was once vr rebellious!! mikki~

he did most of the thg tat would put u into anger n wouldnt do things that make u hapy~loll tats my bro

but now!!

he is clear with wat he wan in his life n fight for his dream~

n nw~he's a senior hairstylist!! haha~~

at the same time~he entered academy oso~~

way to go bro!!

hehe

my sis~the pig~shi hui

she's smarter thn me of course~gud in math~unlike me~ hehe

n she's vr obedient~since small~~

n oso vr lui bin lastime plus stingy~

haha~~

she cares for av1 more than av1~

just that~she stm scol me for a piggy toy~zz

my youngest sis~the dirty 1~phoebe~

her small pillow is the most smelly pillow i had ever smell~

haha~~ she can oso beat n scol me for a pillow~

XD i like to tk away her pillow n let her chase aft me~ haha~

just tdy she gt her UPSR result~i nvr tot tat she wil gt 5As~

xp i tot she wil ly get 2~

haha~congratz~~

proud of her~~

for her reward~i will bully her less in the future~ xp

hehe~~

and of course~i hv 2cousins~alvina n jackie~
thy r the best cousins !!!!
thy always care for us !!
thy r oso our best frens!! since small!! haha~~
XDDDD
u noe wat~my cousins rock!!!
but my aunt dnlik her daughter to b like me~haha
no gud meh like me??
*bling bling eyes n act innocent*
another important gur here~v hv no blood relation~
AT ALL!!!
but she's oso my sis!! the self-declared as queen's vivi queen~
haha~~cute lil fella~
always support me lik my siblings did~
n mk me laugh a lot!! haha~~

yeorobun....annyeong~~

111111

111111

i start my day without my usual morning bath~

dont say im dirty please~~

cause i cant take my bath~~

the bathroom the shower 

when i turn it does has water but the flow slowly slow down and slower and slower and slower until

*drip drip drip*

*silence*

WHADDA??????!!!!!!!

i turn the tap~

got water~

i turn the shower again~

nothing came out~~

WHADDA!!!!!

i just wash my face and brush my teeth~~

and then~~

i thought of washing my things so i went to the kitchen~

i thought the tap water in kitchen will be he same as the one in bathroom~

WAIDEFACK NO WATER??!!

I gave up~~

haiz~~

111111 is nt a good day for me~

HMPHH!!!!

plus today i have 2midterm tests~~

T^T

aiyorrr~~

PLUS

i wana go emily's house bath~

her bicycle's back tyre is at the edge of puncture~

then both of us walked~~

under the sun~

at 2pm~~

fuuyohhh~~

TIRED~~~

haiz~~

that's my 111111~

HOW BOUT YOURS??

Me ~

since last sem~

ad like this~~

i noe~im a burden to them~

n im nt the SMARTASS~~

so i und~~

i dnhv to b heard~

i dnhv to say anythg~

cos nobody wil listen anyway~

i said the exactly the same thg the oth one did bt she ignored me~

though in the end wat i said n wat the oth one said was wrg cos v said the same thg~

since then i decided not to say anythg~

b it rite o wrg of wat i say~no 1 listen so y waste breath??

i noe~thy might bo song me~o myb THEY R BOSONG me~

loll~hu noe~~?? 

i dno~ :(

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annyeong~~~

041111 ~ ♥

041111

i was taking an evening nap~~loll

n i didnt rpl his msg cos i was ad off to my dreamland~~

after i wakup n rpl his msg~he asked me if i had taken my dinner~

i rpl NO

then he said he will find me ltr~~

i asked him to cum in cos i gona tk my bath~~

after i finis my bath n return to my room~~

THERE he is sitting in front of my laptop~~

He turned around n gv me  thissss...

hahaha~~

he prepared breakfast-style-dinner for me~

i ate gluttoneously~~

till the tupperware left thissss

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TADAAAAAA!!!!

YUMMY!!!

soon enuf he went back to study~~cos he has midterm tdy 051111

after he went back~~

i oso tk out my PYCHOLOGICAL TESTING & MEASUREMENT to stdy~~

OMG!!!

i read thissss....

 thennnnn........thisss

thenn.....finally~~~pic!!!!!

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wow~~ haha~~

lotsa words~~kinda like lawbook for me~~

thennn...i slacked n watched RUNNING MAN~~

LOLL~~

tats all~~

annyeong~~~

Nolstagia~ The worst year of my primary school life~

lolll

hu so 8gua wan noe bout my primary year??

haha~~ytd sud reflashed back the worst year i had in primary school~

haish~~it was suck to the max~

1stly~

tis happened wen i was standart 3

sud tat year the sku come out wit new rule

those hu frgt to brg book o no hand in their humworks 3 times will b kicked to the last class

whaddda!!!!!!!!!!!!!

imma blur case+ frgtful~

i frgt to brg books twice n was marked~

kns!!

2ndly~

i usually wait for the van to fetch me at the bus stop between convent n st ant~

1day~my file whc i put in a lot of thg + books was kicked down into the drain by asshole~

okie~n i went home forgetting the file~i tot i left it sumwer at sku~~

okie~i hv no book to hand in so the malay teacher kick me to last class~

n my form teacher was so hapi to not hv me in her class~

i dno y she hate me~my aunt went to my sku to ask her how i behave once~

she go n tel my aunt tat im "gatal" always play wit my hair bla bla bla~

FUCK U!!!!!! o0o

u gatal say me gatal~~!!!!

n thn my aunt warn me to pin up o cut my hair~ T^T

3rdly

i was heaps tension n afraid to tell my family tat i got kicked from 1st to last class~

i cried a lot n was reli ..... wana die tat time~~

finally~

i use all my guts to tell my mum tat i gt kicked to last class~

she just said:aiyo how cum??y??

i answered:i frgt to brg book twice n lost my book so no book to hand in~

my mum showed me the disappointed face~

it reli hurts to c tat kinda face~

bt at least i told the truth..

she asked: nt gona chg bec?

i said no cos the stupid malay teacher said so...

n thn

4thly~~

since i was being kicked to last class i was just following their instructions~

i go to the last class~i queued at the last class~

the "last class" was nt too bad~

i met a few frens hu had been taking k of me comfort me n accompany me there~

always by my side~nt gona frgt wat thy did 4me~ 

KAMSAHAMIDA CHINGU YA!!

then......

my classmate from my ori class came n saud my eng asked me to c her~

i went~

i stood at the door~she scowled at me : y u go to tat class??u wana b in tat class izit??(shook my head) COME BACK!!!!

i was hapi to go bec bt thn i tot~im just bec for eng class i guess~

i took my thg n bec to my ori class..

NEXT...

aft the eng class end

my form teacher came in

her face chg wen she saw me in the class

she asked y m i in tat class

i wasnt dare to speak

my classmate told her tat it was my eng teacher hu ask me to cum bec~

th she ask me to go bec to last class~

again i cried~my frens there were surprise to c me bec in tat class..

again~thy console me n helped me all the time~

i cried avday tat time~reli~my eyes were always swollen~

AFTER A FEW DAYS...

the malay teacher cum n ask me go bec to my ori class~

i was on top of the world~chewah~~

though i went bec to the ori class~bt im stil fren wit thm hu had been by my side during hard times~

well...

my form teacher is the most unhappy ne to c me in the class..i dno y she hate me so much though i liked her tat much~

duh~i dn k animore~bt i will always rmb the way she glare at me ~ignore me~ n the way she talk to me was completely dfren from the way she talk to oth ppl~

i wana thx her actualli ~she mk me went tru lotsa thg~ bcm tougher thn i was~

xp

well...tats wat happened~now tink nec i feel tat i was being played by those teachers~hmph~

well~~aniway~i survived~

haha~~tats all 4 now~bye^^

annyeong!!